I deperately need to stop over-analyzing every little thing. Stop making stupid and impossible assumptions that only lead to false hope. Stop thinking too highly of myself, feeling I'm the center of attention. I need to control my overactive imagination. I have to stop being so damn desperate and deluding myself on something that would never, ever happen.
I really don't know what's going on. I thought that phase was over, then it comes back suddenly. It's not like me but it just keeps coming back. Am I really this deep in desperation?
I seriously, seriously want to bang my head on a wall, just to forget.
I want out.
Because I'm just pointlessly, slowly killing myself, and none would be the wiser.
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy
<3,
Nicole
Focus:
confusion,
desperation,
gloom and doom
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AWWWW~ Same here. :(
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